So it turns out...stopping taking depression medicine, nerve blockers, and pain pills doesn't equal me wanting to stare at a computer to type our my feelings. It actually had quite the opposite effect. I wanted to retreat. To become more private about it than i ever have before. Ironic huh?
But the good news is, I still kept an old fashion journal about my journey. I am working on translating it to...English and desperately trying to translate m scribbles to letters so i can have it on here.
Thank you for your patients in this...I saw many people checking in to see if i had updated. I am here now and working to get it all up here.